Crush end

Fullstop... End.. sorry baby.. it the end of us..

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Thats what u do when ure putting ur faith on someones shoulder

Dont.. dont put any fate on me.. i wont be long.. i wont stay long.. there is alot of scars.. yes, all those histories.. i can forget, but not to delete . Dont just dont..  please.. it just nat me.. you too.. u think the same.. please.. just please..

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Fun with no Fun

Aku sedih sad terasa down sangat.. Malam ni, sime darby group game dinner. And it was no fun at all.. event tu fun, tp ada beberapa peristiwa jadikan dia x fun..

The main point here, kau cakap aku jahat.. mula mula family kau.. aku masih tabah nak join family tu, tp bila kau cakap juga, ok, in out of confident..

U know, u dont love me as what i am. U want to change me now, dari tunggu saya berubah sendiri. Then i'll change. I will be the best partner foe you. Just tell me, what u want me to be. Than ill be the one.

Aku jadi partner yang paling hipokrit untuk kau.

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Pray For Immortal

Teringat dikala mula perkenalan, mula-mula aku melihat kamu, hati aku berkata, aku akan mengenali kamu lebih dari melihat kamu. Hati aku selalu tepat, aku lebih mengenali kamu sekarang, rapat dan terlalu rapat. Dulu, aku hanya menjeling kamu dari jauh, betul-betul jauh, sehinggakan kamu tidak tau akan kewujudan aku. Sehingga suatu ketika, kamu sendiri yang cuba mengenali aku, tapi, mungkin masih lagi tiada jodoh, dan aku lepaskan peluang itu. Tapi aku tidak menyesal, mungkin jika aku mengenalimu tika itu, hubungan kita hanya sementara. Ditakdirkan, kemudian, kita bersua kembali. Dan bermula segala cerita, segala perkenalan, sehinggakan aku dipermainkan oleh diri kamu, ditipu.

Berkat kesabaran aku, cara berfikir aku, lebih mementingkan kebahagiaan kamu, akhirnya, kita masih bersama sekarang. Tiap kali perhubungan diputuskan, kamu masih mencari aku, begitu juga aku. Segala buruk kamu, jahat kamu , baik kamu, manis kamu, nakal kamu.. semua berlaku dideepan mata aku.. begitu juga aku.. tiada rahsia berlaku.

Mungkin ini, kerana kita telah terlampau bersama, kita masih bersama. Dan aku berdoa, agar ia berkekalan, dengan kebahagiaan kita kini.

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Harsh..

Don't know why, feeling like i want to avoid u.. it just u're too harsh man.. fell like u really, really treat me like your friend. Worst then your friend.. treat me with your mood..

I love we being friends, but sometimes, intermittent, nice word should be ok.. sayang perhaps. In one sentence, just add a word sayang. Try to pull me, hug me like u want to hug me..  look at me like u want me, hold me like u really want it, anything, just show like i'm special to u. I won't ask, but i need it syg.. i really need it.

It's not what u do, it just i did the same.. don't know why, im just want to avoid you for few days..

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Result .. Yup, it's awsome..

I can't stop looking at your result today.. i keep smiling alone.. yes, i know you deserved it. I saw your efford, i was there with you. You now are not like before u. You are now with full of efford.

Before, i couldn't see any of our future. But now, you proved it.. all the things we did together is just worth it. Nice syg, u did it.. can't wait for us to be a family. Stay under one roof.. if you can see how happy am i right now.. syukur.. i love u, and we will be together soon.. it just soon.. pray for it..

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Don't.. just don't

Don't.. just don't.. do not judge me... You know, yes both of you.. i love your son more then everything.. just don't judge me if u don't know me.. don't look at me just from outside.. you make me feel uneasy.. feel  like i don't want to meet both of you.. try to avoid you and you.. it's not a feeling i'm used to.. please, be nice.. both of you nice, when only infront of me.. i know, when it come to both conversation of you.. it's become negative.. yes it is.. i know.. please, im trying my best to be the best for your son.. understand that please..

And to you son, please understand.. im trying my best.. i know you love me same as i love you.. i know you love me more.. but please.. i never had a relation like this before.. it hard for you to say that you love me.. i guess it nearly one year i never heard that u said u love me with the way you really mean it.. it just a normal conversation like always, love u n love u too.. i need that, i need a hug that show you love me. You are the one who trying to hug me. Plase be more soft to me. We're happy. Happy then before. Maybe it just you.. but please.. i won't ask, i'll wait for you to show that. Like before, i never ask u to pick any of us, i let you choose by yourself..

Before our light become lighter, please hold this brightness.. please..

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Setenang angin, sesunyi udara

Sungguh... Memang sungguh tenang... Angin dan udara... Sehingga bilakah akan tenang sebegini.. pabila td sudah ada angin laju yang lalu... Punca nya aku.. jangan ain, jangan mulakan.. sayang apa yang ada sekarang.. teguh dengan keadaan.. biarkan..

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Nice Things To Hear

Jusr now, dengar radio... A good relation comes with honesty.. true, memang pon..  tapi dengan segala penipuan, baru kita mengenali pasangan lebih dari yang perlu.. enjoy relation dengan penipuan, sampai masa, kejujuran akan muncul dengan sendiri tanpa kita sedari.. orang ketiga, family, kawan, flirting.. biakan penipuan ini berlaku.. kalau ini menghappykan pasangan, why not.. better let your partner smile and eenjoy everything they want.. sampai masa, kebosanan, diri sendiri akan berlaku jujur and terima everything seadanya.. don't regret of those lies, enjoy.. it just like when u plant a tree, you wait, play with the nature, end up with a beautiful roses with  sweet scent that will never stop. I'm not regret with all those history, because i'm holding the beauty roses now.  I will hold until the end. Zuhri, u're the one, im happy with you, previous, now, after.. we will be a family after, soon.. yes we will..

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Hanya Satu Pelukan

Kadang-kadang.. bila kita rasa terlalu jatuh, terlalu sedih, terlalu kecewa.. perlu tempat untuk meluahkan, kita x kan jumpa org yang sesuai.. x perlu kata-kata, hanya perlukan satu pelukan yang sangat erat, sangat menenangkan..  kawan-kawan, adik beradik, kekasih.. anybody yang mampu memahami.. aku x pandai bercerita sedih, aku tak mampu berkogsi sedih.. hanya berharap mereka faham.. walaupun 2tahun, 20 tahun hidup bersama, masih tak mampu untuk faham itu.. kadang-kadang, aku hanya perlukan pelukan itu untuk merasakan kasih sayang mereka.. pelukan untuk menunjukkan masih ada lagi mereka disamping aku.. cukup satu pelukan, cukup itu.. aku mampu rasa tenang.. mereka ada tatkala bergelak ketawa, tatkala gembira.. aku suka itu.. tatkala aku sedih, mereka tak memahami.. aku sedih itu..

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In Love

Me in love with you.. fyi, every pieces of my heart full of your face.. it locked, and cannot be erased.. it fixed, and cannot be moved.. your engerness, your sweetness, your tricks.. all in me.. its the beauty of you..

Im not asking to be with you forever, but being with you now, it such a wonderful things i ever done..  but, if we are meant to be together after, it is the most greatful thing i dream about..

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Run With Me

I have tons of things to achive. I dont need a perfect relationship, as long as u are here fight with me to fight for us, it's enough. Together thru everything.

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Run With Me

I have tons of things to achive. I dont need a perfect relationship, as long as u are here fight with me to fight for us, it's enough. Together thru everything.

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Our Night.. Our Light

When night tell us to fly..

When night tell us to dream..

When night tell us to cry..

When night tell us to scream..

When night tell us to smile..

When night tell us to run..

When night.....

It's the night.

Night that start everything...

Because of that night, we are together,

Because of that night we talk each other,

Because of that night we hug each other,

Because of that night we kiss each other,

Because of that night, we stay together,

We enjoy our problem, we enjoy our fun,

We enjoy our self.. we accept each other..

We fight for future night, we keep the past night,

And we keep smile for tonight.

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An Apple Equally Divide

If i have an apple. Will i divide it by two. Should i share it with you. Yes i do.

Thru the time ticking, priority comes to you. Any words come from you, i try to make it true. Yea you.

Me maybe harsh, always want to be in rush, just because of the crush , i just endure all the smash, together carry the burden you are thinking.

Are you? ..

Are you willing to do the same? Are you?

But, if you are the one holding the apple. Will you divide it equally, share it together.

Naaaa... I don't think so. It so u it just u. Prove it if you can.. you proved that u can't... Twice in a month. Just prove it.

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Lazy On Bed

It's a fine day. Really fine day..with my one week leave. Out of car smoke, stressness.. going to noon.. me still on my bed. The yawning feeling, twist around.

I have to get up now. Still got lots of things to do. Sun are nice, need to go out and say hye.. wind.. need to feel them.. my baby birds, thanks for keep singing this early.

Now I'M UP...for today..

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It is called "WAITING"

It is called waiting. Dear honey, i'll wait.. two and half years more.. yes, u deleyed.. deleyed all those plan.. we agreed, agreed to stay together. I agreed to wait, u agreed not to waste the wait.

We be friend, we be partner , up and down without complain. We will be together. Let the time ticking, fill those waiting with laughter, tears jokes, fights.. it's the colour of us.

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Hye

My first time update blog using smartphone.. this is just for testing... Btw,

Under Upper Roof , we're under upper roof.. did everything, i mean everything, together... We own a soul.. he holding part of it, so do i..

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~Back to class~

Semalam, aku ponteng kerja … mood malas sebenarnye.. ngeh ngeh..

Tp nak bt macam ne.. dijadikan cerita.. I’M BACK TO SCHOOL.. yeah…

Imagine, bila kita masuk class org lain, dengan org lain semua pakai tudung, pakai t-shirt je, selipar ..

Tiba-tiba muncul seorg bidadari , free hair, berbaju light blue, berhandbag merah menyala.. masuk dengan muka tak paham…

Haaa

Aku la tu.. aku boleh tersesat dalam class zuhri sekali..

Mula-mula, gelabah jugak nak masuk.. xpe, kak long n dak2 lain tolong.. diorg ckp bt muke x paham je.. so aq pon bt la muka xpaham.. hehe.. terus aku duduk sebelah zuhri.. amik kertas, pensil,calculator (bt gaya student kan) , *bak kate mell, nak tipu kene confident*.. dia ajar electrical.. benda yang aku da belajar.. mmg bt muke pro la kan.. dia bg soalan, aku jawab sekali.. siap aku boleh tye soalan lagi plak..

Puan      : macamne, boleh jawab?

Ain         : Boleh(sambil tersenyum, tp jantung da nak putus da)

Puan      : kamu bukan class ni kan?

Ain         : Eh, sekali diorg puan

Puan      : ohhhhh…..

Lepas tu aku tye soalan, bt macam student biase..

Berkurun lama tak bt kerja macamni, gila nak bunuh diri.. kalau kantoi la kan.. nasebbbbb…

Really miss those classes, my classmates, my lect, my assignment… 

seperti student tak.. :)

AinAurush semangat bertanya pada lecture..

 

(awak, tlg jgn ketawa)

 

 

 

ainaurush 

~ Queen of Typo I ~

19 Feb.. It's the day..

Today is…..

Its 19^th of February 2012,

this year, all gift in advance,

this, i love those gift this year,

thanks uoll..

 

Semalam puas berkayak.. pheww..

Only yien, ika, manuk and me.. leyaa n zuhri xde.. jaga beg ok..

It was great “dayung-dayung, stop, cerita problem, gossip”

Change spot again “dayung-dayung, stop, cerita problem, gossip”

But, terjumpa beberapa kawan lain, yang berubah.. its ok.. ain don’t mind der..

Makan malam, zuh nak makan “nasi goring korek-korek (and I guess kat UNISEL  je ad)”

So cari la, then the chat with “gadis kentang”, it a blast laugh..

Nak tercabut jantung, nasib ditenangkan..

Teringat kisah aku dan mira dipanggil “firaun” oleh ahli sihir a.k.a nisa…

Fucker babe…

Hahah..

Ketawa terbawak sampai tilam..

My birthday was a really blast.. Thanks syg, thanks ika, thanks yien, thanks leeya, thanks manuk..

I love uoll..

letter from my "gadis kentang".. thanks dear..

cupcake from zuh.. thanks sayang..

ainaurush 

~ Queen of Typo I ~